Planning your first contact requires a lot of creativity. It requires you to suspend your imagination and plan your moves in a calculated format. And it's a lot of fun.
I would plan my moves, my dialogs, the dress I would wear, the position I would take, my body language, my gestures and what not. I would try various permutations and combinations. This dress with that dialog, this pose with that gesture, this move with that word. In the beginning I was very critical about this way of course. In all my sense, is this how I should be behaving? Day dreaming? At first I resisted the idea of behaving like a Nymph, but later my mind gave up before the sweet pleasures of wishful thinking and I convinced myself that to prepare for the D-Day was a better strategy than going in blindfolded.
Once I had a logical reason for day-dreaming, I simply went ahead and engulfed myself into the sensory pleasures. Initially it was all calculated and most of the times the simulation would have a rejection from her side. But after a while, she simply started accepting me in the simulations. And soon after that, I would simply keep dreaming of the two of us going on dates. And in the final stage we were often found making love.
..and I would suddenly wake up from my day dreams sitting on the toilet seat.
I would plan my moves, my dialogs, the dress I would wear, the position I would take, my body language, my gestures and what not. I would try various permutations and combinations. This dress with that dialog, this pose with that gesture, this move with that word. In the beginning I was very critical about this way of course. In all my sense, is this how I should be behaving? Day dreaming? At first I resisted the idea of behaving like a Nymph, but later my mind gave up before the sweet pleasures of wishful thinking and I convinced myself that to prepare for the D-Day was a better strategy than going in blindfolded.
Once I had a logical reason for day-dreaming, I simply went ahead and engulfed myself into the sensory pleasures. Initially it was all calculated and most of the times the simulation would have a rejection from her side. But after a while, she simply started accepting me in the simulations. And soon after that, I would simply keep dreaming of the two of us going on dates. And in the final stage we were often found making love.
..and I would suddenly wake up from my day dreams sitting on the toilet seat.
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